::He brushed away some of her hair.::
"No, I know what it is. My cousin had it. It's ok, but Blair- you're better than this. You're beautiful."
::Tears were streaming down her face:: "No Nate, I'm not."
::He kissed a tear away.::
"I wouldn't lie to you. You're the most beautiful girl in New York City. Hell, the world. You don't need to do this. It's not attractive, I mean- puking is not sexy."
"Nate its not something I can just change. I need to do it"
::She walked over to the sink and splashed water on her face, lookin at her reflection in the mirror::
::He went and rubbed his hand on her back.::
"I'll help you. You don't need to do it, but I know it'll be hard to stop."
::She didn't like to be weak and need other people to help her::
"I'll be fine"
::She leaned over the counter and put her head in her hands::
"So much for sex tonight" ::she mumbled quietly. As soon as she said it she wish she hadn't. maybe he didnt hear her::
::He grabbed her gently by the shoulders and turned her so she faced him and spoke firmly.::
"This isn't fine. If you won't change for yourself, please, change for me."
::He had heard her mumble something about sex, but it wasn't important to him. Sure, he wanted to sleep with Blair, but he wanted her to be healthy.::
::She looked into his eyes. She didn't know if she cared about herself all that much but she cared about Nate::
"Ok, I'll try" ::She looked at him firmly. She meant it::
::He gave her a kiss on the cheek and smiled.::
"Now brush your teeth before I even try and kiss you."
::Blair opened one of Nate's drawers. She had kept a toothbrush in here for this number one reason. She brushed her teeth and then turned to him::
"I love you Nate"
"I love you, too."
::He kissed her and slipped his tongue into her mouth, and sighed.::
"Hmm.. much better."
::Blair smiled when Nate said this then put her hand behind his head, pushing her mouth against him, kissing him deeply::
" i want you" ::She whispered to him::
::He put a hand under her shirt and rested it on her back while kissing her. He pushed her against the wall passionately.::
"Let's get out of the bathroom."
::He grinned and picked her up, carrying her with one arm under her knees and another behind her back. He led her into his bedroom and placed her gently on the bed.::
::She laid down on the bed, pulling him on top of her. She kissed him deeply, running her hands inside his shirt. Nate had been working out a lot over the summer and it really showed. Blair liked it a lot:: is this it, is it really going to happen--TONIGHT ::Blair mentally went over what she was wearing under her clothes. She smiled inside knowing that she was wearing nothing to be ashamed of::
::He plunged his tongue deeply into her mouth and ran a hand through her hair. He loved the feelings of Blair's small hands on his body. He reached for the hem on her shirt, and slowly pulled it over her head. He broke the kiss for a second and asked her breathlessly.::
"Are you ready for this?"